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Honor & majesty are before Him; Strength & beauty are in His sanctuary. {Psalm 96:6}

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Spring Starts with the Rain of Tears

March was a crazy month, jam-packed full of events!

One of the first things that happened was a word from John Mulinde.

Watch it here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DE8Acj94eFg

Mike Bickle (Founder of the IHOP-KC) shut down the International House of Prayer University for a couple hours to hear John Mulinde speak a word from God. The Fredericksburg Prayer Furnace shut down the prayer room to hear the word. Mulinde had a dramatic encounter with the Lord, where God told him that He wanted him to repent for his ways of sin. God told John to share what He told him to the Church. As a house, we were very shaken with the fear of the Lord. One the senior leaders called a public confession in the prayer room. Amazingly, this lasted around 5 hours with about 100 staff & community publicly confessing hidden sin in their lives!! There were many, many tears of repentance and afterwards, there was a stronger sense of unity. For me, it awakened my heart to throw off everything that entangles and seek the face of God (Heb 12)!

My mom went to Hong Kong for a week this month. She got blessed with $900 altogether to help pay for the trip to see my grandma and aunt. So Praise God! My grandma still has very fragile health, so one prayer request would be for her to know Jesus. My aunt is at a dangerously low weight. Please pray for her health too and salvation.

In the Bible, I’ve been in the Book of Ruth, Hebrews 10, and believe it or now-Leviticus! I feel like God is teaching me about the centrality of the sacrifice of Jesus on the cross. The cross totally throws off striving in the confidence of the flesh. In reading Leviticus, I see God’s plan to send Jesus as the only pure sacrifice for the sins of the world even reading the Levitical law of Israel.


Great News!! God hears our prayers! Gov. Bob McDonnell passed a bill that can/is going to force 17 out of 21 abortion clinics to shut down in Virginia!

I got a chance at the end of March to go to Washington DC with some people from the Prayer Furnace.
Dr. Michael Brown launched his new book, A Queer Thing Has Happened to America at a press conference. This book is mainly targeted at people who are not Christians. It was number one on amazon.com for at least a week when it came out for gay & lesbian non-fiction (Have caution when looking this up…). God broke my heart for people who struggle with homosexuality. At many universities, April is the official Gay Pride month. I think it is probably because of the clever name for the month, “Gaypril.” Please pray for them!


My Prayer points:
Direction after Intro to Staff (after June).
For boldness to witness to my dad. (My dad’s salvation)
Prayer Support and financial support
Clarity on God’s calling on my life.
Grace for fasting (the 21 days of Fasting starts midnight).
Awaken the Dawn conference in May.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

He Won't Let Me Forget | February Update

Hi all!
Just a little update on the highlights of January & what's coming up this month. Well, January surely went by like the wind. The first 2 weeks of Intro to Staff were about fundraising & what an intercessory missionary is. Then, I spent another week or two working on my support packet; I hope to send some out to friends soon. So yes, that's how most of January was spent. Last Sunday, which was Jan 30 was my 21st birthday. It was almost like a normal day. Spent my birthday in Richmond half the time and then went to Fredericksburg late afternoon. I got to hang out with friends there and I had a really great time just playing cards and worshipping together. :] I look forward to actually doing art this year. Since the Burn Internship, I haven't really gotten a chance to draw or plan a project, but I'm really excited for this year. :) I'm also going to be writing more poetry &...write songs! Haha! A part of me can't really fathom actually writing a song, but I know it's gonna happen. Holy Spirit keeps inspiring me.
My heart~God has been showing me how He pursues me and leads me too. He pursues me until I run from other lovers (idols) & I run into Him. He leads me into Himself. God is beautiful. There is really no one like Him.
But God is also showing me my part in our relationship. Isaiah 55:1 says, "Everyone who thirsts, come to the waters." And in Rev 1, the Word says His voice sounds like waters. So the Holy Spirit is telling me to come to His voice. I must move toward Him. Psalm 29 is a song about His voice. Read it! It's amazing!!
This month, Intro (the entire base really) is going through Song of Solomon 1:1-5, Hosea 2:14-20, Matt 25:1-10, & Isaiah 62:4-5. We're praying that God will open up the well of intimacy in our hearts.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Both Naked and Unashamed

This is a paper I wrote last semester in Genesis class. Thought I'd post it and just have it up and share revelation. Just like I promised :)



Both Naked and Unashamed







Eva Duong




The Beginning and the End of All Things
Mark Kazmier
College of Sacred Scripture, November 29, 2010

Before the universe was created, God was fully satisfied in fellowship with Himself, the Trinity. But sometime in eternity, He provoked Himself to create a kind of longing. Ephesians 1:9 says God, “…made known to us the mystery of His will, according to His good pleasure which He purposed in Himself.” And Ephesians 1:4 says, “He chose us in Him before the foundation of the world.” From the beginning, the LORD God created yearning in Himself for a Bride who needed the blood sacrifice of His Son in order to be grafted into fellowship with Him forever.
Even a short passage in the first book of the Bible, one can see the cross and the process God took leading up to the cross. Genesis 2:18-20 is about God creating longing in His heart for a Bride. The very fact that He uses His covenant name, “LORD God” is evidence that He intended His Son to be torn for mankind. Another time, in verse 21, the Father calls Himself the LORD God. He is the LORD that desires covenant and God who is the Supreme Being over all creation. In verse 18, He begins by saying, “It is not good that man should be alone; I will make him a helper comparable to him.” From Genesis 1:3, one can find that when He speaks, He creates. The Father begins to make longing in Himself for a helper. In verse 19, God takes the dust that He has created and forms beasts and birds out of it. He knowingly created creatures unlike Himself to continue to grow in the yearning for beings in His own likeness. He brought them to Himself or the Second Adam, Jesus to give them names. One can imagine that with every name God spoke aloud for a bird or a beast or a creeping thing, a fresh realization came upon Him that these creatures were nothing like Him. God desired a race that could give and inevitably withhold love from Him. He desired a race of helpers, who would be voluntary lovers of God. In verse 20, Adam felt loneliness through the monotonous giving of names to all creatures. Creatures had to receive their name. God let Adam feel what He felt before mankind was created. Like Adam desired a helper in a woman, God desired a helper in His Bride, the Church.
After creating a zealous longing in Himself, He had to follow through with satisfying that longing.4 So He caused His Son to fall into a deep sleep. Jesus had to leave His glorified state and veiled His divine nature as a man in order to take on the sin of mankind. The sin that mankind could not pay for. In reading Genesis 2:21 with the story of Adam and Eve in mind, this sleep is sleep. But applying this passage to Jesus as the Second Adam is a little more difficult. The Son of Man felt a degree of separation from the Father as a human. For example, in Psalm 22:1, Jesus cried out on the cross, “My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me?” Also, the covenant God made with Abraham led to the crucifixion of Jesus on the cross . This degree of separation does not mean the Father forgot Jesus! He was not an orphan, as a baby in Mary’s womb up until His last breath on the cross. He always was the Father’s Son and always will be His Son forever. In Luke 2:49, Jesus said to Joseph and Mary, “Why did you seek Me? Did you not know that I must be about My Father’s business?” Even on the cross, Jesus knew where He was going.5 Also in Luke 3:22, God the Father says, “You are My beloved Son; in You I am well pleased,” after He got baptized by John the Baptist. Jesus’ ministry and life on the earth was like a deep sleep in a sense because He had to leave the glory He had with the Father to become a man. When He got put to “sleep,” He was still fully aware of His identity as the Holy Son. But He also knew that when He woke up or returned to the Father after the finished work on the cross, the degree of separation He felt on the earth would dissipate. God and the Son, together with the Holy Spirit would again enjoy the fellowship they had before the foundation of the world.6 The sleep also speaks of the trust Jesus had in the Father. The Father anointed His Son to walk by the Holy Spirit.
Continuing still in verse 21, God had to draw blood from Adam’s side to take out the rib. In the same way, Jesus had to spill His blood in order for His Bride to be clean, pure, and spotless.7 His Bride needed part of Him to be grafted into fellowship with the Godhead. The last part of that verse, the LORD closed up the flesh in its place. Similarly, after the work on the cross, Jesus rose from the dead. Every stripe that He suffered was healed and so was every iniquity wiped away from His Bride. The exhilaration of the union of God with His Bride inspired a divine song in verse 23. Finally, the yearning the LORD satisfied! To have a Church made from His own flesh and bone!
Therefore, it pleased the LORD to bruise His Son.8 Through His Son’s suffering, the LORD received His reward. The Son was stripped naked for His Bride and He was not ashamed. Because of the love of God, the Bride realized her hopeless estate without the Father. She was not ashamed to receive the gift from the Father and the love of the Son. For a short time, God risked the defilement of his perfect love and holiness to weak and broken beings. But the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End finished what He started.9 The Father received His sons and daughters and the Son received His Bride.




















Bibliography
Blue Letter Bible Board of Directors. Blue Letter Bible-Home Page. 1995. [online] Available from http://www.blueletterbible.org/. 24 November 2010.

Monday, December 20, 2010

the time for dancing & singing has come

All the Burn interns graduated this past Sat. I'm so proud of them & excited for their futures in the LORD! Please pray for them if the Holy Spirit brings them to mind. Yesterday, it felt like they've been gone a week!! When you get to know people really well & live with them for a long time & they leave...you definitely feel like you miss them almost immediately. I've been asking the LORD for grace to be home for the next 2 wks. I really desire that my dad gets saved and just for more of God's love to be revealed to all of us, including myself. :)

Anyways, I am super stoked for Intro to start Jan 5. That's right! God has led me to do the Intro to Staff program at the Prayer Furnace. I should be moving in Sunday, Jan 2. I'm so excited I could just skip break & go straight into Intro! Hopefully, I'll be doing more art and writing more poetry and attempt to write some worship songs...hehe :) ...at least start singing some of the poems that I've written.

God has been still hovering over His heart for me as a Father & a Bridegroom too. The Book of Esther and 2 Samuel 7-9 have been really sticking out to me recently. I'm getting revelation slowly, but it's good! I'd really like to share some. :D In a couple days when I arrive in Richmond, I can definitely do that. Pray for me, I need His grace to just look at Him & set my mind on Him. I really desire to love Him with my mind.

Blessings...and may He grant you grace to love Him with your mind too,
Eva

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Here We Are.

So. Things are changing fast for me still. I feel like I've been in transition since the Lord called me to do the Burn Internship in January. I can't believe it will be January again pretty soon!-the start of a new year!
Speaking of January, I will not be core group leading the next Burn Internship. I will be starting the Intro Staff program at the Prayer Furnace. Intro is 6mths long and I will be raising my own support hardcore. I need $350/mth, which includes rent+utilities, 2 meals a day for 4 days (We fast Mondays.), & two Bible classes for free. I guess I'll be attempting to cook some Chinese food on the weekends!! :) I will be considered a full-time missionary at the base. Prayer room and service hours add up to 42 hrs a week.

I'm really glad that the Lord has made this transition clear. Wednesday morning, He kept telling me I was His songbird. I knew He was directing me to be a worship leader. I also got confirmation through other people. There are so many things I have to learn! For example, on Tuesday, I learned that water takes 26 mins to get your vocal chords. That's why drinking water on stage doesn't help for the first half an hour :/
But now I know!
I am excited to live with the girls from this internship again! All but one of my girls from my core group will be doing Intro too. :)
Of course I wish all of them would stay in Fredericksburg, but if they feel the Lord is leading them elsewhere. Then, what can I do but let them go. I love living in community with my sisters in Christ. Such a privilege! And everyday, I get so encouraged by how they carry the presence of God and their love. Another perk of Intro is TIME! I've been putting off art and poetry for a while...it seems like forever! I'm so grateful that the Lord has given me this anointing for worship. I've played piano for a couple sets for this past month or so. And I'm eager for the time to cultivate this anointing. Thank You, Jesus!

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Blessings in the Lord Jesus Christ,
Eva

Monday, November 22, 2010

Splash me a little. Awaken me a little. Surprise me a little.

Happy morning!

This past Friday, I was super stressed about direction for the coming season. Before Thursday, I was SO sure that I was going to be core group leading again for the Spring Burn Internship. But now I am torn in the middle between two options. I can core group lead again OR I can go onto Intro Staff.
Friday, I could not pay attention at the Burn Service. I stepped out even before worship ended and my friend, Kayla, talked with me outside of the service. We talked about our fears about the future. She prayed for me, but I think my attitude kept me from receiving much from the Lord that night.
But! On Saturday, the Lord really gave me peace about the direction He was to send me in. Praise God!!
...As of now, I am leaning toward doing Intro Staff for various reasons that I will share later :) But I haven't gotten a 100%, definite go from the Lord, so I'm still praying about it.

For all who read this, please pray for me.
Blessings,

Eva

Friday, October 15, 2010

A Fresh Kiss Planted on My Heart

Long past due for an update-But here is what the Lord has been tenderizing my heart with...

This weekend was SUCH a refresher! The Burn Internship family went to Powhatan this last Saturday to the home of our fellow core group leader brother, Tim. :) God reawakened the His father heart to me. Through a father figure, He really told me a lot of the things that I needed to hear. And also, during class yesterday, the Lord opened up some wounds that I've held in. He told me the only way to have them healed is to know His heart as a Father.

I've gotten at least 3 words on being a butterfly and how this new season I'm in is like a butterfly breaking out of her cocoon. I learned that the only way a butterfly gets her strength is through breaking through the shell of the cocoon. If she is helped out, then she will die. The butterfly is a picture of where I am right now. It's hard, but bearable, but challenging at the same time. God has been speaking to me through Psalm 73...He is the strength of my heart & my portion forever.....

Lastly, He is encouraging me to express the heart He has formed & is forming in me. I have something to offer because He has given me. I tend to lean toward holding words in; used to holding in my thoughts. But not anymore, God is going to give me confidence in His love.

May His love be awakened,
Eva